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As we expected (the design). New kits have already arrived in KL - tried on the new jersey, and I didn't wanna take it off ...
Maybe I shouldn't go back. Maybe I should stay here, where nobody can hurt me, where I can suck all the poison out and where my demons are left behind. I say I don't regret but I do, I say I don't care but I do, I say I'm not sorry but I am. I put a smile or shrug when I talk about it when in reality my chest constricts every single time I see them together. I have these moments where the realization of what I've actually done comes crashing down and it's either I face the music and deal with it or I just run further into the abyss and what's worse is that I end up empty handed, beaten down worse than before. Why didn't I heed anyone's warning, why was I so fucking stubborn? Dah la, what's done is done. I have to leave it all behind and look forward and act as if nothing ever happened, and I wish it didn't. I thought I was strong enough to play all the mind games but I wasn't, I should've known better that as much as I want to play a cool manipulative bitch, I always end up being the straitlaced emotional one.
I had such a good day today, seriously... Had lunch w Trix & Aaps, went for badminton (that was not so fun because I was unfit and sucked as hell), chilled w Aaps and Dee (super awesome), had dins w parents (the best), went to watch Drag me to hell (dont ask.. but this movie seriously made me laugh until tears came out and also made me scream like I was in "Psycho") w Mira and An, and when I get together with them, even the worst thing can't bring me down. Awesome day, alhamdulillah.

Remember ... you ... are my number one .... guy!
Nothing like a dark movie
Change.
Big word.
I was really, really, really happy to see Joel and Tiew today. Really.Happy 21st Dalina. (:you say, you say, you say that I'm the only one
you say that I'm your number one ...
I call shotgun you can play your rnb tunes. Shit, this is NOT happening